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Pamela Shezi on Nico Matlala: I wish other girls can learn from this

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MAY I PLEASE HAVE YOUR ATTENTION!

I DIDN’T COME THIS FAR TO FALL!!!!!!!

This is me setting things straight. I am not posting this message just to gain pity from people or to make me feel better with everything that has been going on; hence I don’t owe anyone any explanations about my life, no offence. I realise that my private life has been splashed all over the social networks the past few months and I knowingly and realise now that I have been entertaining some of the things said and done, hence I am not a victim. I am a PUBLIC FIGURE, yes. I have and “had” young girls looking up to me and praising me for for taking myself from NOTHING TO SOMETHING from my hard work and perseverance.

Yes, I have my fair share of mistakes. I am not perfect afterall. But I see now that what may “seem” to be my downfall has revealed those who really have my back and those who don’t. Funny how people are now co-habiting under my name where enemies of enemies suddenly became friends just to celebrate what may seem to be my downfall and laughing at me at every turn… I am a victim of infidelity, yes. I lost my husband while busy pursuing Nico, yes. I fell pregnant with Nicos’s child, yes. Surely you have seen it all because I allowed it to be so. These are my mistakes, I made them. I am responsible for them. I won’t run or shy away from admitting my wrongdoings, hence I never knew what Nico’s intentions were until a few months down the line. Sure you have seen it all a leopards spot were revealed and KARMA had her way with me… Through it all I am still a child of God at her worst and at her breakdown. But I am still His child. He still loves me. I realise now that all this bickering has done nothing but drained all my energy, focus and strength on a lot of things including my business and daughter. I am a mother now perspectives must change.

God has blessed with my business to be the bread and butter for my daughter. I have that little angel depending on me. I have my team to inspire and lead, which is why I also want to take this opportunity to apologise for all the things said about my business and how I joined.. People have misquoted me and false allegations were sent to the public that the car and the house were bought for me by Forever which is not true, it’s my salary that I made from my business that gave me an opportunity to be able to afford those assets. I knw the rules and company policy which is why I want to apologize … I can’t lose focus now which is why after all is said and done I am solemnly seeking God as a sinner that I am to forgive me for my mistakes, help me forgive those who did me wrong, help me forgive myself and help me be a better mother to uNesu Liyama Shezi.

I wish other girls can learn from this. Its not the first time such an incident occurs, hence its not the last. I realise that now, one of the reasons why I wrote about Nico was because I had good intentions of trying to raise awareness to other girls out there who may face similar circumstance. But I am owning up now, I am letting go of all the bitterness. This is me looking at my situation and finding my lesson and blessing in it. I am still Phumzile Sweetness Shezi. And I am a proud business owner and I will bounce back stronger than before. Because He who brought me to it will bring me through it🙏🏼😿🙌🏻#nomoretearsnow

☉I DIDN’T COME THIS FAR TO FALL
☉I’M STILL A ROLE MODEL
☉I’M STILL A LEARDER AND I CHOOSE TO FIGHT IN PRAYER

THOSE WHO STILL BELIEVE IN ME ; TAKE MY HAND MY JOURNEY IS TOO LONG 🙌 GREATER IS COMING

THANK YOU!!!!!

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